STUDY HARD and ENJOY LIFE!!!!

Yesterday i went to my house back alley there got one small temple and i prayed for her that today she can do well in her examination...prayed for so long with all the will in my heart for her i don't dare to disturb her but i wanted to called her to wish good luck for her exam but she said don't want me to call she want to sleep already...then i feel a bit disappointed though but nevermind i can understand she should take more rest for today....without her voice i can't really sleep for the whole night and just watching Emergency Unit(EU hong kong drama) until 5 am something i messaged her that good luck and all the best in her examinations and i went to sleep...so around afternoon 12 something only i woke up and saw got a replied message from her i am so happy...then until now she said she did badly in her examinations...i feel sorry for her but for me she did quite well in the examinations because with all the effort she studied all this time and i am impressed for her...but she is very sad and not satisfied with her marks...i wanted her to know that what kind of feeling she always have i will feel the DOUBLE times as she is right now...sighhhhh....i am USELESS i can't do anything for her i'm STUPID i can't do anything to make her feel good i am not the real GUY of her anymore.....what i said to her is not making her feel any good its making more worse and worse.....maybe there will be SOMEONE who can make her feel better and if that person do i would like to say THANK YOU....

what i can do right now is give her sometime to be alone and cooldown....what i can say to her is STUDY HARD and ENJOY LIFE!!!

smile forever ^_^